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Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
10:33 pm	Fuck Ya'll It's my 21st birthday in an hour and a half... so fuck ya'll, I'm not buyin you booze... but then again most of you are probably straight edge... and fuck that... not that there's anything wrong with that..... so fuck ya'll and happy birthday to me! (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 10th, 2005
12:55 pm	I was just thinking about possibly deleting this account since I never write in here. But that's a result of me hardly ever going on the internet. Which is a result of me not owning a computer. And I hardly ever talk to most of the people that I'm friends with on here anymore so I'm sure they wouldn't really care (since y'know I've had my number on here for a while and not a one of you have called me). That's not being pissy by the way, it's just how it's worked out thus far. So I guess this is it. I don't have the internet at my house so there's no way I can promise replying to comments on a regular basis, so if anyone on here has the desire to speak/hang out with me in the near future here's my number one last time. 978 886 3703 . If you don't want to call that's completely fine, no hard feelings. I just know I won't be writing in this thing for a while longer (until I acquire a computer) so I'm keeping this number up in case anyone wants to stop by my place, see my band, fuckin chill out, it's cool you can. And my number stays there if you need it. I'd really like to get back in touch with all of you but I don't know who of you wants to get back in touch with me. I've made the first step anyone can follow up if they want. (Comment on this)
Friday, February 18th, 2005
6:23 pm	Quick Update So living in Lowell is awesome, everyone should stop by or send me letters. I stay up pretty late now so anyone that I havent talked to in a while, feel free to give me a call. Finally have a girlfriend now her name's Laura and she's fucking amazing. Definitely the healthiest relationship I've had in a while, possibly ever. The roomies (derek & marc) seem to like her too, which is a plus. But what's not to like, she's incredibly smart, had a portfolio that got some sort of award and is going to nationals, does ballet, and is so sweet its ridiculous. Oh yea and she's definitely hot like it aint no thang :) Anyway, I gotta go do something, I'm sure. Peace, Jay 89 Ludlam St. Lowell, MA (978)886-3703 (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 4th, 2004
1:06 pm	Movin on up Not much new other than I'm finally moving out January 1st and moving in with Marc cuz he just bought a three bedroom house in Lowell. It's right down the street from North Campus so anyone that goes to UMass Lowell should definitely drop by the house sometime... or anyone that doesnt go to UMass Lowell can drop by too,since most of you dont go there. I've been without a computer for quite some time now and I would have to say that typing in the library right now seems to be a very foreign concept to my fingers. Still no girlfriend, but thats no real issue, just steady news. I also might be leaving Starbucks and getting a job at this Auto Glass repair place cuz it pays $13.50 an hour which is a good three bucks more an hour than I'm already making. Much better hours too. And every 90 days you get a review and if you've done well, you get a fifty cent raise. Thats fucking sick. Peace (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004
5:40 pm	I'm back... hey everyone. just updating with my new cell number since most of you dont have it: 978 886 3703 i've lost contact with a lot of you over the past month oh well if you'd really wanted to know how i was doing i probably would have seen or heard from you somehow. i'm the most stable right now than i've been since i was like five. even though i almost got arrested last week and now have to appear in court. and even though i totalled the honda a couple months back. i ended up buying marcie's buick le sabre. it's sick. anyone here can call me at the above said number i doubt i'll be updating this for a long time.
Monday, August 2nd, 2004
12:11 pm	hey everyone, lost my cell phone while I was out in wisconsin... so if you want me to call you, you have to call me first. I've been using my brother's cell phone(since he never uses it) for the time being. the number is: (978)257 0551. remember that if you dont call me i probably will never talk to you just because i have about ten numbers in that phone right now (as opposed to the 250 i had before). oh and by the way, julie has pretty much done the same thing to me that lindsay did at this point minus the sex. i sure do know how to pick em. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 18th, 2004
2:12 pm	Last night I was attempting to fall asleep on the couch I've been sleeping on the past couple of nights and all of a sudden it just kind of hit me that grandpa's dead and he's not coming back. I haven't really talked about any of this in full detail with anyone just because i dont tend to want to talk about that kind of stuff with anyone. and I've also been having these terrible terrible nightmares since i've been down here in florida, which is really weird because i almost never remember my dreams. but all of these dreams seem to involve close friends doing extremely bad and gruesome things to me. i hope they stop soon. the one good thing about being down here is that even though i'm a complete mess i've been writing a hella lot. i'll probably post them later on today. oh yeah and i created a myspace account for the band. http://www.myspace.com/hatchetforthehoneymoon mp3's will be up sometime next week we're also setting up a show at colleen's new place after i get back. Derek, would your band be interested in playing? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, July 16th, 2004
9:06 am	As much as I'd like my first real post back from my livejournal hiatus to be upbeat, thats not going to happen. I'm currently sitting at my grandmother's computer in florida while typing this. About a week ago my grandfather was diagnosed with leukemia and a couple days ago he passed away. Nobody expected him to die this suddenly so everyone's taking it pretty badly. We're staying here in Ocala until tuesday, and then we're flying up to wisconsin to have the wake and funeral there since thats where he lived most of his life. We should be back in Massachusetts next friday, and believe me I can not wait to get back. If anyone wants to give me a call (I'm so bored here, someone please call) the number you can reach me at anytime, night or day is 978 257 0551. On a completely different note, I'm dating a new girl, her name's Julie and she's from Gloucester. I was just telling Marc this now but I felt the need to repeat it since its such an incredible epiphany. She's like the cute girl version of me. Myspace is such an incredible invention. Let's hope this goes better than the last girl I was seeing. Current Music: National Blue (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
10:45 pm	How to make a deadbaby Ingredients: 3 parts mercy 5 parts courage 3 parts leadership Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of emotion and a pinch of salt. Yum! Username: Personality cocktail From Go-Quiz.com (Comment on this)
10:30 pm	AND FINALLY! the demo for hatchet for the honeymoon is now finished. If anyone would like a copy, they're two dollars each and if you live far away I'd be willing to ship you a copy, just let me know. It's five songs long and the first two tracks are what we'd normally hear when you see us live. The third track is an acoustic version of one of our slower songs. The fourth track is an alternate version to one of the first two tracks that has a three minute 'macho hardcore ending'. And the fifth track is an eight minute acoustic improv jam with lots of peaks and valleys. Again, if you want one let me know, I'm making copies this week and once I run out of the blank CDRs I own they're gonna be five bucks unless you hand me a blank CDR. Pieces Jay (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 7th, 2004
10:06 pm	most likely playing some shows in jersey in the very near future. amazing like whoa, rippa. xXxlikevaginasinthewindxXx (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 4th, 2004
11:49 pm	Cicaga Havent been writing much in this lately and it feels amazing. had a show last weekend and i can honestly say that the performance we put on was definitely the best set we've ever done, either in practice, in front of friends or at our previous two shows. I was told that the best part was when i said that we would "now be playing entirely improv songs" and then actually did it... and well. I have a new found love for the band and we are currently looking for a sick bassist that can hold on to and mesh with our style. we also have recorded a three song demo that actually sounds decent. it's definitely the best fifteen minute, live track ep i've ever heard. if interested, call me. keep it personal. this also includes those interested in the label. so tomorrow i have much plans. errands in the morning. practice around sixish for about two hours. and then a small get together at my house that night. byob. make sure you call me before arrival or there may not be room. 978 387 5844 is the numba biznitch. i really hope that marc and derek can come. i heard that marc was hitting on the new girl at my work. back off d00d, ive already got that shit in the bag. yo. call. Current Music: Kicada Cicada - Hatchet for the Honeymoon (the hit single!) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 24th, 2004
12:43 pm	I feel like everytime I meet a nice girl that I'd actually consider dating something happens like they never call me or they have a boyfriend. I think I'm a fairly nice guy. So why is it that I havent had a girlfriend in over a year! fuck this. p.s. I dont have the internet at my house anymore, so all you poor saps that only talk to me on this thing are gonna lose contact with me if you dont call me. My number's in a previous entry. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
12:31 pm	Jeremy and I have been transitioning into a different sound lately. It's kind of like Cap'n Jazz meets Braid meets Hardcore. It should make for an interesting performance at Massive on saturday. at least i hope it will. (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 23rd, 2004
1:01 am	also on the 2nd my parents are leaving for a week so i will be throwing a b-day party. and all are invited. if you would consider dating me. (11 Comments |Comment on this)
12:57 am	thank you everyone for your happy birthday wishes. unfortunately it wasnt a very merry birthday. ive felt quite somber and lonely lately. i'm in the process of making applications for dating me. all here may apply. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
2:03 am	todays my birthday. but this week is starting to smell. call and leave your best: 978 387 5844 (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 11th, 2004
11:17 pm	best picture ever. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 4th, 2004
11:30 am	Massive like whoa. So its confirmed, my band is definitely playing at Massive Con... AND we're getting paid, which is double sweet. If anyone was trying to decide whether or not they should go to massive this should help you decide because if you go, you'll be able to see Hatchet for the Honeymoon play, which always proves to be a good time ::wink:: (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 3rd, 2004
9:43 am	this weekend i went on a men's retreat to new york. i can honestly say that this weekend has changed my life forever. for the first time, i feel so comfortable with myself, i feel like i released so much negative energy this weekend. throughout the weekend i developed a life goal/mission my mission is to create a world of unconditional love by listening and communicating my feelings to others. and my affirmation for this goal is that as a man among men, i truly love myself. http://www.mkp.org check it out Current Music: dredg (2 Comments |Comment on this)